FO Friday: The Things you Learn

I think I’ve said before that crafting is one area of my life where I allow myself not to be perfect. The point is to make things. That’s it really. I like learning new skills, I like practising old ones, and I like holding things I’ve made or giving them away. There’s always something wrong with them, but I don’t tend to let it bother me too much. Or if it does, I rip the whole thing out and make it again to a standard I’m happy with, which still isn’t perfect. Good enough is good enough.

All of which is fine as long as I don’t compare my work to other people’s. But this week, I entered a quilt into a competition, and have spent the last 48 hours on the Perfectionist Rollercoaster Ride.*

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The quilt is for the Dear Stella-Timeless Treasures Modern Traditional challenge (details here). I only found out about it 2 weeks before the deadline (1st May, also known as “that Wednesday just gone”), and I only started to cut the pieces for it on Sunday. The whole thing was assembled in a bit of a whirlwind on Monday and Tuesday nights, knocking elbows at the desk with my husband who was using the computer at the same time. So that’s a mini-quilt designed in 20 minutes on a train, and then cut out, pieced, quilted, backed and bound in 3 hours. Which isn’t too shabby, really.

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I was quite pleased with it. Then I made the mistake of looking at #DSTTChallenge on Instagram. BIG mistake. All I could see were beautifully pieced quilts with complex designs and perfect quilting, making me feel like I’d entered a finger-painting in a fine art contest. I was pretty upset about it, if I’m honest and had the hump for most of Wednesday afternoon, which is ironic because the other thing that happened on Wednesday was the release of the latest issue of Fat Quarterly, and I have a pattern published in there. (The issue is all about pre-cuts, and I had a great time playing with a selection from Color Me Happy. Love this quilt, and the issue is awesome – go buy it!)

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It’s actually my second published quilt pattern, and although I ran out of time to finish quilting and binding it, the top looks pretty good. Most of the points match, and I love that it’s a one-block quilt. My DSTT quilt is a one-block pattern as well, and I’m starting to see a theme emerge in the patterns that make my brain happiest, which is interesting in and of itself. There’s lots of good stuff there, and Wednesday should have been a great day.

Instead, I couldn’t even bear to look at the pictures of my mini quilt most of Wednesday and it took most of Thursday to work my through the combination of disappointment and embarrassment, which was rather dispiriting, not to mention hard work. It takes a lot of reminding yourself that perfection is not the goal, that if you are happy that’s what matters, and that feeling things are rotten isn’t the same as things actually being rotten. Oh, and also remembering that it’s just a quilt and hobbies are meant to be fun!

So work through it I did, and I’m feeling much happier about the whole thing today. I made a whole quilt, from idea to binding, in just a few hours, and I like the design a lot. I entered a competition for the first time. I tried, I got to the finish, and while I can still see the problems, I can also see the good. The problems stop being problems and become “things to do better next time.” There’s no point not learning from the experience, but there’s no point not having the experience in the first place either.

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And that’s the real lesson. It’s fine to enter something and not win. It’s good to have a go. The taking part really does matter, and you learn something along the way.

To see if others are having equally philosophical weeks, I’ll link to the post at Tami’s once it’s up.


*Can you imagine if this was actually a thing, or worse, a whole theme park of things? There’d be the Flawless Flume where you climb up and up and up until someone says you’ve come the wrong way, at which point you plunge over the edge; the teacups where you turn a wheel to go round and round trying to draw a perfect circle; and bumper cars where every time you hit someone else’s car you hear “their car is much better!”. I need a lie down just thinking about it…

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WIP Wednesday: Finishitis

Hello all, and I hope your April has been less gloomy than ours here in Oxford. The fog took more of the morning to burn off, and while it’s sunny now, the morning sky seemed to have gone beyond overcast to some kind of white ceiling, as though the sky had been painted with a thick layer of cloud. With the sun behind it, what we mostly had was a white, glowing sky that was actually rather eerie.

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View from my office window that doesn’t quite convey the strange glowiness of the sky.

Whether it’s the weather or the time of year or just me, I’ve been feeling rather restless about things lately. Most people who make things feel this at one time or another, I think, and what normally occurs is a nasty case of startitis, casting on or cutting out a few hundred projects all at once because you can’t quite settle to anything. Or you spend a few hours moving things in and out of your Ravelry queue, only to close your browser in frustration because nothing quite scratches the itch in your brain.

Normally when I get like this, I end up filling my Ravelry project page with a couple of dozen Works in Progress that all stay at about 10% for the next 6 months. Maybe I’m growing up or getting old or it’s just that I’ve got some nice Finished Objects lurking around at the moment, but what I mostly want to do right now is finish things. I’ve got 3 crochet and 1 knitting project on the go, then four or five quilts in various stages of completion, and what I keep finding myself thinking is “I want to have finished this.”

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Maybe the Solas shawl above is bringing on that feeling. I thought that making something modular would be easier. Less to carry around, and more finishes to celebrate. Instead, I keep forgetting how much more there is to do, and have a vague sense of disappointment each time I join on a new piece. It’s been a good experiment, but I think I’ll go back to the all-in-one approach next time.

And of course, “wanting to have finished” and “wanting to finish” are not quite the same, and my brain doesn’t quite seem to understand that in order to achieve the whole finishing thing, it needs to knuckle down and actually finish projects.

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5 down, 1 almost done (which curls horribly until it’s joined to the others) and 3 still to go. And while I’m working on it, I want to finish the stuffed elephant I’ve been making. When I pick up my cardigan, I want to unpick the quilt that didn’t quite work first time so that I can finish that. And when I’m quilting, I want to knit.

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Quilts, languishing.

Then I add in the problem of wanting something simple to work on at the weekend at the cake/coffee/yarny party I’m going to. Nothing I’m working on is really suitable – the cardigan’s too big, the shawl needs too much counting, the elephant is at the assembly stage and I can’t talk and knit at the same time – so I need to pick a new project for that. When I can’t even pick which of my Works in Progress to work on, this is proving challenging, and what I’m mostly doing is favouriting things on Ravelry and wondering if it’s okay to take three days off work just to stay at home and stitch.

I’ll let you know what I decide!

To see if other people are being more decisive in their project choices this week, head over to Tami’s Amis

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(Someone Else’s) WIP Wednesday

The last few weeks have gone by in a blur of tiredness and travel. I’ve been to Lisbon, Lincolnshire and London (locations not chosen for alliterative purposes, I promise). I’ve seen family and friends, eaten in all kinds of places, travelled by plane, train and automobile, and somehow found time to do the washing.

Oh, and I went to work from time to time!

The Bank Holiday weekend that we’ve just had was a chance to stop, breathe and take stock of where I am with things. More importantly, I’ve had a good think about where I want to be, the fruits of which labour will be on show here next week some time, I hope. I’ve got a few thoughts bubbling away, and some projects I’m working on and, of course, a long list with deadlines.

And as if that wasn’t enough, this week I’ve also got someone else’s project to work on as well. My friend L has just had her second baby, which she seems to think is an excuse for fobbing her work off on other people. Slacker ;D

So while she’s dealing with feeding, changing and complete lack of sleep, I’ve inherited her quilt to finish off. She got so close!

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It’s a funny thing, taking on someone else’s work. I want to make sure I do a good job for her, and I want to make sure that she ends up with the quilt she wanted, not the quilt I would make. Now, in practice, L and I are old enough and good enough friends that we’d probably do these things in the same way anyway. But there’s definitely a frisson of extra pressure on a project that’s not yours, and that you’re not keeping.

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In truth there isn’t much to do. A little bit of quilting, then self-binding, although because of the way it’s constructed, that’s not entirely trivial. Still, I’m looking forward to the challenge, as well as being immensely flattered to be trusted with it – L makes lovely things herself, so to be given a project and asked to finish it for her is quite the compliment. Now I just have to hope my machine’s tension issues when I last used it were a temporary glitch…

To see if other people are working on projects that actually belong to them, head over to Tami’s Amis or click the picture below.

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Making…er…Tuesday…

Okay, so I lack an alliterative title, but my excuse for late posting is that I was working crazy-hard on something with a deadline. Thanks to some marathon sewing, it’s done, and I can show you this sneak preview:

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Yes, okay, technically those are the cut-off scraps that I’m turning into the world’s biggest pile of squares. For what, I have no idea, but I know I’m more likely to use them if they’re sewn together rather than leaving them as just triangles. I’m sure I’ll think of something.

Food-wise, it’s been rather a dull week:

Monday: Paella. All the paella. Seriously, more than that.
Tuesday: Paella. See above.
Wednesday: Paella. Yes, again. Yes, there was still some left over. Yes, I took it for lunch on Thursday.
Thursday: Pineapple Jalfrezi.
Friday: Nyonya Quorn (Rick Stein)
Saturday: Leftover Jalfrezi
Sunday: Slow-cooked pork with ginger (Rick Stein)

On the original menu, we’d planned to have risotto on Thursday, but I decided that I really, really couldn’t handle another rice + vegetables dish and made a curry instead. With vegetables. And rice.

On the plus side, the paella was really, really good. Just as well, considering how often I ended up eating it. I tend to start with a recipe from a website, then veer off it halfway through, coming back for the spice list, then throwing in anything else that seems good at the time. When we were in Menorca, we found that the secret to the excellent paella we’d been eating was the paella spice mix that you could buy in most greengrocers. But given the age of the stuff we bought, I went with individual spices instead, including a little cayenne pepper, which gave it a lovely lift.

If you have the Rick Stein book, I heartily recommend the slow-cooked pork, which was wonderfully sticky and gingery. And if you make the Nyonya chicken, definitely use chicken, not quorn. Something went a bit wrong, and although the flavour turned out okay, it looked very strange – yellow and rather unappetising, not at all as yummy as the chicken version had been. Apparently some substitutions can be done, others should just be left alone!

We’re away this coming weekend, so I’m in ‘basics’ mode for food this week. Bolognese last night, with leftovers tonight, and probably sausage and chips tomorrow. Hopefully we’ll make up for it with the food while we’re away – I’ll report back next week!

To make up for the dullness of ploughing through all my to-do lists, I took some lovely sunny photos by the river last week. One a gloomy, rainy day like today, it’s a nice reminder that we do get good weather sometimes!

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Have a good week, everyone. I shall report back from sunnier climes next week!

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FO Friday: Perfect Phoenix

Every now again as a maker, you finish something, step back and find yourself thinking, “wow, did I do that?” When you’re in the middle of a project, you’re caught up in the process. Maybe it’s fun, maybe it’s a little dull, maybe it’s going too fast or too slow for you. And every so often, even when you do finish, you’re a little underwhelmed by what you’ve made.

But every so often, you surprise yourself.

Presenting my current all-time favourite project at the moment: My Phoenix Shawl!

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I will not lie to you. Making this shawl was a long haul. If I hadn’t had three days at home with a nasty cold, it would probably still be a work in progress. But as I couldn’t really do much but stay under a duvet and close to a box of tissues, I found the long rows towards the end strangely soothing. Even so, this is something of a challenging project.

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Like all triangular shawls that are made from the point up, the first few rows seem short and fast, lulling you into a false sense of security, because by row eight or nine of this shawl, I realised that I’d started a marathon, not a sprint. I’d already made the Phoneix Hat, so I at least had the stitch pattern in my head, but even so, I had to keep up a strict stitch marker regime to keep my place in the pattern. If you take on this sort of project, I really recommend using 2 stitch markers in the pattern repeat sections. Put the first one at the end of the first repeat, the second one at the end of the second repeat, then move them over each other each time you finish the next repeat. It’s a bit of a faff, but much less annoying than ripping out whole rows because something went wrong in the middle.

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Then there was the edging. Oh wow, the edging. I absolutely love it, but the reason it curls is that it has extra stitches in there, so it really does take longer than you think. Still, it’s one of those things where you just put something good on the radio/TV and plough on, because you know the results are going to be worth it. And wow are they worth it.

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The yarn was an absolute joy to work with. It’s Fyberspates Vivacious in Mixes Magenta, and I ended up using 2.5 skeins, which is pretty good for something this size. It’s one of those springy-soft yarns that manage to have body without being stiff and softness without pilling. I’m a little in love with it, and wondering what I can put with my remaining half-skein to make sure that every yard gets used up.

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This is a big shawl, enough to wrap around and keep me properly warm, and I’ve actually been a bit disappointed that the change in the weather came so soon after I finished it so I haven’t been able to wear it as much as I wanted! It’s going to be a real staple in my wardrobe for years, I’m sure.

To see if everyone else is as happy with their finishes this week, head over to Tami’s

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Comfort Eating: Librarian’s edition

For all kinds of reasons, this week has felt like very hard work, and on Tuesday night after work, what I really, really wanted was a huge coffee and a chocolate croissant. The only problem was that I try not to drink coffee (even decaf) after about 4pm and I avoid gluten as much as possible as well. What I really wanted, of course, was something comforting. Something reassuring and familiar and warm to bury myself in.

So I did what all good librarians do in my position: I went to the library.

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It’s possible that I may have got a bit carried away. This tends to happen when I visit the library in that sort of state of mind. Books! Free books! What’s not to like? Sometimes in this sort of mood, I end up with a lot of things that I feel I ‘ought’ to read, and I end up returning them unread. Often they’re unread and late, at which point my ‘free’ books become a bit more expensive (I can’t be the only librarian who constantly owes library fines, can I?)

This time, I chose things specifically for their comfort value. Old friends of titles and authors that made me happy even as they made my shoulder hurt. I can’t wait for someone to invent lightweight paper!

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This is the title I chose to kick off with (propped up against the sort of weightier tomes that I’m more used to dealing with!) It’s a light-hearted romp of a detective story, very knowing, well-written and incredibly easy to read. And the best thing is, there are at least 4 more in the series!

Definitely cheaper and better for me than a visit to my favourite cafe. Anyone else have a favourite comfort-read?

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WIP Wednesday

It’s been one of those strange days where everything feels like it’s only half-started, so I suppose Wednesday is an appropriate day for that kind of feeling. Even the weather feels half-done, with quite a chill in the air this morning and glorious sunshine this afternoon. Perfect for taking project pictures!

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I’ve found lately that although I need to have multiple things I could work on, I’m very happy just plodding away on one thing at once. After struggling away at the cardigan that I swear I will finish one day, I wanted something easy for carrying around. After filling my Ravelry queue with far too many things, I finally settled on Solas by Aoibhe Ni. The Tunisian Lace technique is one I’m pretty comfortable with now, and even better, this shawl is modular. No enormous rows to get through, no having to rip back too much if you go wrong. The joining is done as you go, so you can see it growing, and it’s the perfect ‘mindless’ project. Until you know you’re getting near the end, you don’t even really need to count.

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Having said that, you do need to check that you have an even number of stitches in each row. I can’t tell you how many times I found I’d skipped something and ended up a few stitches out! The yarn is Moondance by Natalie at The Yarn Yard and is very forgiving, fortunately.

After being busy all morning and most of the afternoon, it was lovely to grab five minutes with a coffee in the sunshine. The flowers are showing off in this kind of weather, and the College stones were practically glowing. Just what I needed after hours of concentration!

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I’m linking up to Tami’s as usual, so don’t forget to have a look at what everyone else is working on at the moment.

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